-BDSM talk about how YOU want to start it and you thought about always falling victim etc. - you’ve always taught about BDSM and these things as “goofy” and not taking it seriously bc of what I think society will do. Kind of like I would love to comfortably call you daddy outside here but it’s like a voice in my head is like oh what will they think!! Or even inside here with master it’s like I’m “shy?” Or maybe it’s because I’m scared to sound or look “cringe” - need help to practice cultivating gratitude -understand now that you’re drawn to the respect and obedience aspect and not the control -exposure therapy -ready to call master/daddy right away not sir - pain stuff only on butt - deep throat training slowly